I'm going to Haiti this summer.
Tickets Bought---there's no turning back
I really believe that I'm suppose to go on this trip. It's changed 3 or 4 times and it finally fits a time frame i can go...
BARELY! :)
I'm sort of a control freak. I HAVE to know that things are going to work out the way they are suppose to.
I feel like this is Gods way of showing me to lean on him and trust him.
My flight gets back from Haiti at 8:30pm Friday June 20th and i leave from Edwardsville on a bus to go to Panama City Beach Florida for Big Stuf student camp at 6:00pm on Saturday June 21st (less then 24 hours)....
It doesn't really bother me...the time that is...until people start filling my head with doubt..."what if you dont get back on time...you'll be tired...you are crazy..."
It's just crazy that sometimes in one day I'm excited. and then discouraged...excited...and then discouraged...and then excited...(you get the picture).
maybe i am crazy.
I really feel like I am doing what I have been called to do....
please pray---
that the Negative Nancy's wont turn me into a Worrying Wanda
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Your life is going to be changed Rachel. Haiti is the poorest country in the Western Hemisphere. Nothing you have ever seen will compare to this. I know God is going to use this to bring Him glory. I wish we were able to go with you. I have the same problem as you with being a control freak. Did you read the devotion I posted on my blog under "Surrender"?
Love you!
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